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People always talk about how u can choose for happiness, like there is some kinda happiness switch that erases all the bad stuff, so you can go on with your happy life …

And i do think that people can move the bad things asside and just go on with a smile on their faces

BUT is that true happiness?
For me thats being strong and putting on a fake smile …

Sometimes i wonder how many people walk arround with a fake smie in this fake world…

And so what should i do now …

i’m stuck in a world that i can manage but that world contains my dream 

I don’t know what solution would be best, or if there even i a solution …

Its like whatever choice i’m gonna pick, it will be a bad choice 

But how long will i be able to go on like this …

Maybe i just don’t deserve this dream … :(

I’m in a relationship now 

and everything between us is good. 

i didn’t expect to fall for this person but now that i did

i don’t really feel regret . 

But still i feel kinda sad … 

i know its weird , but its not that i’m sad about him

i’m sad because i miss my friends and i don’t see them that much anymore

everyone just kinda splits-up. 

and i kinda miss how things used to be  1.5 years ago …. 

I miss having a bunch off friends , enjoying crazy partys and shit 

i feel like i don’t belong anymore ….